Too Young To Give Advice, Too Old to Explore Risky Decisions

Out of boredom, I picked up some useless skills.

• Whistling with 4 fingers
• Tarot
• Card Flourishes
• Streaming

I had a big problem managing my own money, it's because in order to fulfill all the things that I want to buy, I need a crazy amount of money.

🌈 My Dream Life

• ❌ No work (duh... ofc)
• 🌍 Travel the world
• 🗣️ Study languages
• 🏠 House in Japan
• 🎮 Streaming studio + fast internet
• ✍️ Write about experiences
• 💻 Competitive programming
• 🎨 Try many hobbies
• 📅 All in my 20s

---

I now realized I have no one to discuss life things with. No one I can believe in this world to discuss my career anymore. Only AI and online forums can help me. I need to improve my workflow, and I need to change the way I communicate. I need someone who can validate my feelings. Do I need real humans?

I need someone who can be on par with me. Who can understand my condition, who has the same vision, point of view, and culture.