I Think I'm Not Gonna Live Long Enough

If I'm dead, I don't wanna die sad. I think I'm not gonna live long enough. I don't think I'm gonna be able to live until I'm 30, even. If I'm dead, I want everyone to know I love my mom. I'm really sorry for that day of when I knocked your head because I closed the car baggage door too fast. It's been years but it's still living rent free in my head.

From now on, I'm gonna truly live as if I will die in 5 years.